Starting Anew!

Friday, December 22, 2006

Sihan left on 22/12/06 at 1440 on SQ178 for Ho Chi Minh and will be back on 26/12/06 at 1950 aboard flight SQ 173.
haha.. shd be detailed enough for nel ba =)

unable to send him off today.
as usual.
instead, my sis and i tortured by niece by making her wear lots of different costumes for us to take pictures. today is her 4th month!
Shes so super adorable. haha.. i love her!

and.
i received marcus's card =)
(silly marcus. i didn't know it was christmas cards. and don need paiseh wad :P sigh i didn't even give christmas cards this yr :( but im really glad you sent me one! thanks dear! and your handwriting is super big its so cute.)

and xiaozhi's card.
(
haha its quite unexpected. anw i don think i have another friend called xz. but i don remember hating anyone called xz... haha im quite sure you misunderstood or sth. =) i don hate u of course. and in actual fact i don hate anyone. i dread school and all but i don hate anyone. not that i know of. haha its um a bit shocking to know that you hated me awhile coz i generally do not do things that make ppl hate me. or :P thats wad i think. its more of what i didn't do i guess.. not keeping in contact not going out w u guys.. um. i can't blame circumstances. all i can blame is my priority on studies and family and relationship. sometimes i feel that even God is not in the picture. though i try.
somehow i have a problem with commitment. i can't commit to too many groups of ppl. and ppl around me can attest to that. sometimes i am content to have my family and sihan around me. what i do give is my 100% to them. and its hard to give more of myself to anyone else. and this applies to most people i meet. maybe except a few. the few should know who they are.
for me, its more impt to cherish the now. seeing s16 disintegrate slowly was painful but necessary. coz we lead such different lives. and somehow i realised. i wasn't really myself then. but you guys sure taught me lots bout friendship and lovin' friends. and thats the memories that i carry w me even now.
but now. yes.
perhaps you're right.
we are indeed strangers.
in so many sense of the word.
)

i finished Alvin's present today and wrapped Ann's present too.

den i set off to find ann and nel and was um haha bout 45 min late. ops
anw i feel happy coz its the first time in many times tt my eyelashes didnt come down. tho of cos i put mascara for fun only =P - and its not the reason why i was late. haha. at least not the main one. alvin's pressie took too much time =P

finally met my 2 favourite friends in the world - yup the Ns.
and off to the famed new york new york for dinner.
where we ate breakfast. haha
ann and i are just weird.
but its okay.. we understand each other.
haha.
ann found her olio friends there.
while nelson was busy acting cool. haha. at least a bit.
*rolls eyes.* both taking turns msging other people.
being my more chatty self.
i talk alot to both of them.

oh did i mention that nel didn't recognise Mr Bean's Bear???!!
OMG.

esplanade was the next stop..
we wrote our wishes on the ball!
i wrote in english
and the 2Ns translated to mandarin.
our cheena seems to have deproved.
haha but ann proved her worth with some translation skills and how to write zai.
writing on the ball is fun!
but we can't spend the whole time writing on the ball as Ann pointed out.

so we went to watch p.h.d. - foriegn band
they were not bad =)
they sang.. bodyrock and sexual healing and joe - i wanna know i think.
haha. thats the 3 songs i rmb.

in the middle, alvin went to find me and i gave him his farewell cum christmas present.
and unexpectedly, he gave me a christmas present too!
haha. i was so happy. coz i didn't expect it at all and thought that i wouldn't get any this year. except one that i le suo Low for. sigh.
haha.. and his present is great! never seen such a beautiful thing. haha. its a candle holder.. which is in the shape of a carriage! so when u put a candle instead and light it up.. the top decor will turn! its so nice! i love it!

we got the ferrero rocher ice cream from venezia
its called TARTUFO
pardon me ann. but its sounds like tar toufu.
haha. anw i prefer the choc to tartufo
and ultimately i love haagen daz choc choc chip.
and low if u see this, pls rmb that i have a $10 haagen daz voucher i just received today.

and the stupid nel was jianing fei and refused to eat the ice cream with us.
stupid.
gu yi making us fat.
slaps u.

anw u stupid boy. pls get back the money i owed u
or else!!!

but i do love your present too!
which is totally unexpected as well.
haha.
and don need to feel guilty -.-
give present doesn't mean i expect any de.
i can give u i happy liaox mugger lover. hahah =P
and i will use the pooh cup u give me!
and tks for the candy cane and the cute flower!
hahah. love the silly flower!

if only.
*hints to low*
- argh. hes not here now! :( -

~10:42 PM

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