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Thursday, September 28, 2006

ok my last post gone coz blogger sux.

anw
1. i din get into smif but its good or else it will stress me out until i die
2. i don have courage to go ask for bp prize coz i don wanna seem so gian peng
3. i feel a bit anti-social coz i don like to go for many ccas e.g. asoc and bondue
4. oh i feel like q dumb coz i just knew that claire ho is ho peng kee's daughter
5. i feel so stressed i feel like crying screaming and everything.. not just coz of fa quiz but everything thats gonna come up after that as well. feel as if i can just die at everything. zzzz. lucky got low to td and talk rubbish w but even then my stress isn't busted. hope low comes smu soon. :(

~12:25 AM

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okay. im glad there are still ppl talking to me here! yeah!

here goes.
i din get in the SMIF thingy.. but im not tt sad either coz.. it would have resulted me in having a lot of stress... which would just make me die. not really a sour grapes thing but i think i won b able to cope.
and im sad i don have the courage to go claim the stoopid bp prize.. :P although i did email them and i didn't get a response. shd i be so gian peng? sigh.. can only console myself it wouldn't be much of anything anw.
but worse.. im feeling stressed like shit. just coz of an fa quiz on fri? maybe.. mayb not. there just seems to be a mountain of things that i havent done and the feeling is shitty u noe. so many burden on u. sucks. and i actually forgot my own locker no. today so i din get to go gym since my gym stuff is in the locker. but wth.. i have decided to stop gyming until after the term is over.. which is in say Dec? hope i won get too fat before then.

sometimes i feel like crying. screaming the burden out. just pms perhaps? glad to hav low to td with and talk rubbish with but even then my stress isn't busted. ARGH.
i hate school.

~12:17 AM

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Sunday, September 10, 2006

ooo its interesting.. and of coz nice to noe tt there r ppl who read ur blog. =)
esp now that i find tt i myself don really have the time to do tht liaox.. (read my own blog. write. n read others' blogs) sighs. sry for bitching so much sometimes. and tks for all the concern =)

1. don need to worry so much bout me n low. we're usually alright. after a while. somehow i just like to make a mountain out of a molehill some times. and im glad sometimes tt he doesn't care. haha. or else we wouldn't haf been tgt 4 so long. demanding me =)
2. indeed smu is full of stuff... but im starting to dread going to sch and dreading all the muggin! argh. so many projects. and stuff going on. i don like.
3. shit. theres SMU-SMIF interview tmr. SMIF stands for Student Managed Investment Fund. started last year.. with real professionals out there guiding the cca.. only select a few ppl inside.. basically is to do paper trading (as in not real one.. but simulated trading) so as to establish a good track record for fund management so that we can convince the sch to give us $1 Mil to manage! cool huh! i really wanna learn more bout stock market.. and it is a kewl place to start! but its shit coz i hate interviews u know... and im Fan-ing about what happens if i get in and if i dont. how ma fan i am :) - sigh.. this will require lotsa commitment and stuff tho.. but i think in the end it will be worth it!
4. did i say i was still wondering if i should join air rifle? coz it clashes with EYE investment club.. another investment club.. and its 5-7 pm on fri so it affects going out tiem with low. = nada going out on friday. but i did shoot q well esp for a super beginner.. haha.. so yups. but 1. i don wanna train my arm untl big big. 2. i wanna go out fri.
5. oh i um actually guessed the no. of mentos correctly during vivace at the BP Mentoring booth. but um i wonder if i gotta go to their meeting to get the prize which is i duno wad issit? (don tell me its a big mentos coz i'll just faint)

ARGH. i hate feeling stressed and busy and falling behind in school...

~10:24 PM

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Monday, September 04, 2006

http://www.listentoyourpalm.net/site/en/spot/page.jsp?title=listen_palm_main

Life: Long line you are in it for the long haul. also with this line, the more swerve in its curve, the more hustle in your muscle

Love: long and steady. So what's it like having your personal cupid's arrow shooting across your palm?

Heart: Separate from the life line. When they said mind the gap, there were talking about your angle of luck. the greater the gap the greater the luck. remember 3664

okay. how silly.
and do u know Crocodile Hunter died?? =(

~11:31 PM

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

The devil wears prada... somehow i think the title does the show injustice by making it sound bimboish and just a lil naughty. but hey.. its a great show with a terrific meaning behind it... a simple story really. but i was captivated with every moment of it. and that was even though i had terra chips in my hand. (its as nice as ever :) )
maybe its the glamour of the fashion world and the never ending beautiful dresses the beautiful Andrea get to wear.. or maybe its just the transformation of a normal girl with a normal life that intrigues.

i just love that show.
its been some time since i enjoyed a show that much.
(except for cars of coz)

~10:34 PM

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~10:29 PM

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